Slave to Spirituality: Part 1

Disclaimer: This article contains my own opinion from my own experiences, and does not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of those mentioned. Any context provided is my opinion and not meant to malign any religion, ethnic group, club, organization, company, or individual.

The story starts in 2017, At the beginning of January, I was having my last reading done by a spiritual Youtuber that specializes on dynamic relationships. She called herself “Pisces Intuition.” I was still in the closet then, and scared to death to admit that I didn’t just like men — I loved women, too. She had introduced me to the book she used, and we had done mirror exercises together. But my so-called “twin flame” and I had a strained relationship. She had blocked me after one session, and then unblocked me — only for her to chew me out and block me again. Despite the rollercoaster, I needed the spiritual insight her practice offered.

Eventually, Pisces did my last reading. I stared at the blank screen in front of me, only listening to her voice. The session came to a close. To my surprise, Pisces told me to pick up my own cards and start doing readings of my own. She suggested I go to the “Twin Flames Universe” open forum for guidance on how to move forward. The name was familiar; I had the book they had written by my side.

Upon signing up for the “open” forum, I was not accepted right away. It took about a week before the notification appeared, indicating I had gotten in. I excitedly opened my browser, and read…